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Warning: Many of the stories listed below involve same-sex romance between Buffy and Angel characters, plus various other NC-17 rated goings-on. If you're over the age of majority, enjoy. If you're underage, or might be offended by such content, please surf elsewhere. Disclaimers and information about archiving these stories elsewhere can be found here and the main site page is here if you'd like to run screaming.

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The BtVS/Angel stories of my cowriters live in Gila's Cave (James Walkswithwind) and Wolfling's Lair (Wolfling). My non-BtVS fanfic, if you're interested in such, can be found here.

single stories

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A Is For...
(PG-13. Anya POV. BtVS S6.)

Anya. And apples. 'Turning brown, the way they do...'

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Among The Ones They Do
(R. Spike/Xander. Spanking. 500 words. Companion piece to Indelible.)

Here's a game they don't play.

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Beneath the Shell
(R. Spike/Xander. BtVS general future AU)

Xander breaks through Spike's hardened exterior...

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Bachelor Pad
(R. Xander/Spike - Season 7 - spoilers through "Him")

How the single half lives.

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Buffet ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(NC-17. Spike/m. Kink.)

Spike waits, and gets his reward.

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Celtic Knot
(PG. Drabble-ish, Angelus/Dru/Spike pre-series)

The Irish Bastard is...himself.

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Clean of You
(R. Wesley/Lilah. Set during Players, AtS S4. Written for Jennifer Oksana, for Marguerite's first Flashfic-a-thon challenge.)

It doesn't hurt quite enough; Wesley has to poke at it.

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Courtesy Call
(PG, but eeeeep warning for minor character. Drabble, canon m/f pairing, no real spoilers but obviously post BtVS Season 7.)

Usually it's ring and blink and come get him, please.

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The Dance
(PG-13. Spike/Xander/Anya. Utter fluff. AU, diverges pre-'Wrecked.')

A few years in the future, Spike dances nekkid on the roof of the Bronze. Xander notices. Anya approves.

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Don't
(Soft NC-17. Wes/Angel PWP)

There's a balance of power.

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Dyeing Young
(R. M/M, M/F and F/F innuendo. Pure fluff.)

Meetings in the hair-dye aisle at Wal-Mart.

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A Game of Thrones
(PG. Spike/Angelus / Fanged Four. Shortly after the mineshaft sequence in Fool For Love. *Much* thanks to Mer for the exhaustive beta.)

Spike tends to lose.

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Here's the Thing
(PG-13. Xander/Illyria. Post-both-series.)

Here's the thing: it doesn't matter.

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If
(PG. Spike/Xander. Drabble.)

A midnight conversation. Just one of those talks they all have.

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Indelible
(PG-13ish. Spike/Xander. 300 words. Companion piece to Among The Ones They Do.)

That's gonna leave a mark.

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In the Same Boat
(PG. Spike/River. BtVS/Firefly crossover story; post Objects In Space (Firefly) and Not Fade Away (Buffyverse). Written for Buffyverse1000 on Livejournal.)

"How many came before us?" she asks Spike one day. (Of course he isn't real.)

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Into The Jungle ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(R. Riley/Spike. Dark.)

Riley and Spike shared some wine and conversation in 'Into the Woods.' In South America, Riley reflects on what happened after, and what happens next.

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A Long Time
(R. Spike/Xander. Big angst. Black humor.)

So, they're in love. And Xander's immortal. Everything should be hunky-dory - except. There're a few nasty little clauses that come with Xander's condition. A happy ending, but it's a long ride in a darkened DeSoto to get there.

  • All This Time -- a drabble from Spike's POV, driving out of Sunnydale after he knows.

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Midnight Run ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(PG-13. An Angel/Dukes of Hazzard crossover. Bo/Luke, Angel...good question.)

Angel prepares to meet a pair of old acquaintances. He's not necessarily happy about it.

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Naked
(NC-17. Lindsey/Oz. On the road.)

Lindsey says: When you've got nothing, you still fight like a bastard to keep it, 'cause it's all you've got.

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The Next One, With No Snow
(Drabble. PG. Spike/Xander. Dec. 24th, 1999 - between Hush and Doomed.)

Xander still sleeps out.

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Never Get It
(PG-13. Spike POV. Post 'As You Were.')

'So why, even now, does he keep asking the bloody questions?'

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No Data
(Soft R. Lilah/female. Drabble, set just before Calvary, AtS season 4.)

Something she doesn't ask.

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No Day At The Beach ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(Soft R. Lorne and Lilah, no romantic pairing. Spoilers for A:ts Season 4, speculation for Season 5. Written for the Angel Book of Days challenge, summer 2003 edition. Muchas gracias to Wolfling for beta reading and James for stepping in when I needed help!)

Lorne takes a day off. Sort of.

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One Size Fits
(Soft NC-17. Spike/Xander PWP)

Spike's unlife is a cliche; we're surprised?

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Parapraxis
(R. Wesley/Connor, hints of Wes/Lilah and Wes/Angel UST. Set post-Home, the AtS S4 finale. Written for Doyle, for Marguerite and Sunlit5's second Flashfic-a-thon challenge.)

Wesley thinks too much.

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A Part of This Complete Breakfast ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(NC-17. Xander/Spike. PWP. Very Silly.)

Just another morning in the kitchen with the boys... This is not a series. Not. Not. Not. Not... (sob...) But if it disappears from the single story section, you'll find it in the series section, under 'Toaster Waffles.'

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Pillow
(R. Gunn/Wes. Post 'Forgiving.')

Hospital room. Gunn, in the doorway. Wes, in the bed. What's left?

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Raison D'être
(R. Angel/Spike, hints of B/A and B/S. Set post-Home and Chosen. 1000 words, written for Flaming June, for FJ and Saussy's first Slashfic-a-thon. Much thanks to Meredith for beta-above-and-beyond.)

Angel thinks he knows why Spike is here.

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Reflections
(NC-17. Xander/Spike. Post-'Wrecked' future.)

Xander, Spike, and the bathroom mirror.

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Rock and a Hard Place
(PG-13. Spike POV. BtVS S5.)

'It's a big rock. I can't wait to tell my friends. They don't have a rock this big.'

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Sealed With A Kiss
(R. Buffy/Faith. Darkish. BtVS S3, through Graduation Day. Written for shadowlongknife, for Mer's Back In The Day Ficathon. Muchas Gracias to Magpie and JustHuman for beta-advice.)

The valentines you never send, and the ones you do.

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Skelping
(NC-17. Doyle/Wesley. Early A:ts S2.)

So what's a guy supposed to do when he gets a nice dramatic exit, then suddenly finds out he's not as dead as he thought he was? Watch late-night movies, learn how to drink beer without touching it, and fall in love, of course.

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The Technopagan
(PG. Giles/Jenny. Post-Chosen. Written for Magpie's Challenge of the Dark Haired Man)

"I don't have that kind of power..."

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Things She's Learning
(G. Dawn/Oz. Post-Chosen. Drabble.

In boca al lupo!" they say here, before exams.

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Trailerpark Birthdays
(PG. Spike-Dawn friendship, BtVS alt S6.)

Spike gets a wake-up call. (Utter fluff, written just post "Flooded," and projected into a future where the S6 Spike-Dawn relationship...actually existed.)

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The Vamp in the Hat
(NC-17. Spike/Xander.)

Extreme silliness. I pervert Dr. Seuss.
Level 3 of the Spike and Xander Reading Series.

Level 1: Fun With Spike and Xander by Firehorse
Level 2: Curious Xander, by Saber
Level..er.. 11: Spike by James Walkswithwind

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Wakeup-Call
(PG. Spike/Xander. Drabble.)

Xander's making waffles.

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The Waking
(R. Giles/female, though it includes Giles/Ethan scenes/references. Pre-BtVS-series though Post-Chosen. Written for Wolfling's Gilesficathon.)

"I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow. I learn by going where I have to go." ~Theodore Roethke. Giles is loved.

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Welcome Home
(PG-13. Giles/Ethan. Could in theory be in the Chocolatey Goodness universe.)

It was the music that made him look up.

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Wesley Rogue Demon ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(PG-13. Wes/Gunn. A:ts S2 AU.)

Wesley's past catches up with him, and everything changes.

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What We Have
(PG-13. Spike POV. 'Grave.' A sort of evil AU POV.)

It's not what he wishes for that he needs to be careful of.

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Winter ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(PG-13. Wes/Angel. A:ts early S2.)

Wesley rediscovers the reason for the season, with a little help.

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Working Girl

(PG. Xander. Post Chosen. Drabble.)

Of all the barstools in all the world...

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Chocolatey Goodness
(NC-17 overall. Xander/Spike. BtVS S4-5 summer.)

Love, lust, witty banter, and NC-17 rated et cetera between (Holding your breath, are you?) Xander and Spike. Chocolate, and cohabitation, and the extended Scooby Gang. Currently on hiatus, but the first, oh, 400 pages might keep you busy for a while. {WIP}

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Domestic Piranhas ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(PG-13 through NC-17. Spike/Xander, Angel/Wes/Gunn, other insane pairings. AU, future.)

Real life, in a world where things are a little bit sillier than normal. Except when they aren't.

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Getting Bent
(NC-17 overall. Xander/Spike. BtVS S4 AU.) [
link]

If you've seen the Season 4 Buffy episode "Beer, Bad," you know the Slayer goes Stone-Age from drinking cursed beer, and Xander happens to have been the underaged bartender who unknowingly served it to her. What might have happened if a bored, depressed Xander had sampled some of his own wares? And how might what happened that night change the course of Season 4?

  1. Beer...Questionable ~ NC-17
  2. Wilder Than You Think ~ R
  3. Taking the Initiative ~ NC-17

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Grace Notes
(Willow/Tara, canon(ish) POV pieces.) [
link]

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Paving Stones ~ Co-written with Wolfling.
(BtVS S6 AU.) [link]

    Company in Hell
    (NC-17. Spike/Giles. Set during 'Bargaining').

    Misery loves company. Maybe that's all it is.

    Good Intentions
    (NC-17. Spike/Giles. Set during 'Bargaining' - Directly follows "Company in Hell").

    Giles asked for a reason to stay; he gets more than he bargained for.

    Recruiting
    (NC-17. Spike/Giles. PWP).

    Spike wants the deluxe model, with bagel slicer.

    No Way in Hell
    (NC-17. Spike/Giles. In lieu of "Older and Far Away").

    Giles loses it. Spike finds it.

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Thick and Thin
(R. Angel/Spike/Xander. BtVS S4/5 AU.) [
link]

I wrote James a feedback sonnet with too many quatrains. She wrote back with one for CG with the proper number, then an Angel sonnet with an ending line that struck a nerve. The following stories...followed.

  1. Dangerously Thin ~ Angel angst.
  2. Thick-Headed ~ Spike snark.
  3. Stuck In The Middle ~ Xander mush.

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Small Fries ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(Future - diverges pre-BtVS S6.) [link]

    Small Fry
    (PG-13. Spike/Xander/(Anya), hints of Wesley/Gunn, Willow/Tara.)

    Buffy and the Scoobs find an ancient, mysterious, magical artifact that they shouldn't touch. They touch it. Warnings for excessive cuteness.

    Son of Small Fry
    (PG-15. Spike/Xander/Anya, Wesley/Gunn, Willow/Tara, Angel/?)

    They touch it again. Four more munchkins, and much diabolical shenanigans. Warnings for excessive cuteness and Wesley's 'Buy Me A Pony' eyes.

    Cover Art
    by Kei

    Warnings for excessive cuteness still apply!

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The Untitled Wesley Gets Closure Series ~ Co-written with James Walkswithwind.
(Wesley/Angel. Post- 'Reunion' Pre-'Epiphany' AU.) [link]

    Parole ~ R

    A few weeks later, Wesley thinks about what he got from that encounter, and what he wants from life.

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